Monday, March 26, 2007
last days.
i just did one of those things where i realized it's practically april. my papers are due at the end of april (i should check this; it might be more like the 19th). have i written these papers? no. i am oddly unconcerned. i guess there will be a point when this situation becomes emergent, but i'm clearly not there yet because i watched cartoons on teevee last night and went on a little bike ride with the monkey in the afternoon.
this was going to be the serious buckle down weekend, too.
still, part of me is so glad for any time i'm not feeling anxious--even if i should be, by my own standards or someone else's--that it's hard to feel too badly. plus, as someone pointed out to me on friday night, this is the equivalent of the last quarter i was in highschool. i've already gotten into the next school, and once i've moved on no one will ever check these grades again. UCL@ is not going to un-admit me if i get straight B minuses. so, kind of whatever.
wedding. planning. ceremony. honeymoon. money. moving. L.A. car. packing. it's intense, these days. anytime i can blow it off and take a bike ride, i probably should--although all of it starting not to be so far away anymore. this goddamned move could really not come at a less convenient time, but i'm trying not to let it spoil my wedding.
grrr. if you know anything about the housing market in los angeles, or where we can get the use of ten thousand dollars for free for six months, please let me know.
this was going to be the serious buckle down weekend, too.
still, part of me is so glad for any time i'm not feeling anxious--even if i should be, by my own standards or someone else's--that it's hard to feel too badly. plus, as someone pointed out to me on friday night, this is the equivalent of the last quarter i was in highschool. i've already gotten into the next school, and once i've moved on no one will ever check these grades again. UCL@ is not going to un-admit me if i get straight B minuses. so, kind of whatever.
wedding. planning. ceremony. honeymoon. money. moving. L.A. car. packing. it's intense, these days. anytime i can blow it off and take a bike ride, i probably should--although all of it starting not to be so far away anymore. this goddamned move could really not come at a less convenient time, but i'm trying not to let it spoil my wedding.
grrr. if you know anything about the housing market in los angeles, or where we can get the use of ten thousand dollars for free for six months, please let me know.
