Wednesday, December 20, 2006
on the flipside.
i just had to swear off until everything was done. and now it's done.
well, mostly. still some Ph.D. applications to do, still a lot of wedding prep, still packing and still long airplane rides. but all the papers got turned in, and i think one of them, at least, is pretty good.
not good: office christmas party. why do i turn into an idiot at an open bar? who my size needs five jack and cokes? it may even have been six. i almost barfed on the subway. i was that girl. or narrowly escaped it; i found some gum in my purse and decided that mintiness would reduce nausea and it worked. i bet people were looking at me, though. i was in a hard way.
and there was no one home to hold my hair, that was the worst part.
or, actually, the worst part may be now. i feel like a stick poked inside my head and then broke off in there. and i'm dead sleepy. i just want to lie down in a dark room. why is everything so loud?
cripes.
well, mostly. still some Ph.D. applications to do, still a lot of wedding prep, still packing and still long airplane rides. but all the papers got turned in, and i think one of them, at least, is pretty good.
not good: office christmas party. why do i turn into an idiot at an open bar? who my size needs five jack and cokes? it may even have been six. i almost barfed on the subway. i was that girl. or narrowly escaped it; i found some gum in my purse and decided that mintiness would reduce nausea and it worked. i bet people were looking at me, though. i was in a hard way.
and there was no one home to hold my hair, that was the worst part.
or, actually, the worst part may be now. i feel like a stick poked inside my head and then broke off in there. and i'm dead sleepy. i just want to lie down in a dark room. why is everything so loud?
cripes.
