Monday, November 14, 2005
short week.
i'm headed off on a campus visit this week, and then home for a week's thanksgiving, so it'll be blogging lite until december. don't desert me.
i'm enjoying an anxiety spike. three days ago i felt like i had everything under control, but suddenly i don't. the applications aren't finished, and though most are due in january, a couple are due in december--and when i get back from the Br0wn visit and home, it will be december. gadzooks. the months freaking fly, here.
and maybe because of the anxious, i'm having a miss-my-old-life day. i miss being in plays. i miss being in bars with theatre types. there aren't those, here; there are just a lot of clear-skinned people trying to get agents. or better agents. nothing wrong with that--i wouldn't mind one myself--but not the same.
if you're where my home is, maybe i'll see you next week. this visit's a tight one, but it wouldn't feel complete without a few sightings of the near and dear.
i'm enjoying an anxiety spike. three days ago i felt like i had everything under control, but suddenly i don't. the applications aren't finished, and though most are due in january, a couple are due in december--and when i get back from the Br0wn visit and home, it will be december. gadzooks. the months freaking fly, here.
and maybe because of the anxious, i'm having a miss-my-old-life day. i miss being in plays. i miss being in bars with theatre types. there aren't those, here; there are just a lot of clear-skinned people trying to get agents. or better agents. nothing wrong with that--i wouldn't mind one myself--but not the same.
if you're where my home is, maybe i'll see you next week. this visit's a tight one, but it wouldn't feel complete without a few sightings of the near and dear.
