kerouac says

not quite long enough talks yesterday with people i'll miss didn't make me not want to go. so that's good. although i do wonder when i'll see D&B again, especially since they've just reproduced. miss b. was right when she said we might see each other more now. sigh.

and when i do go to new york? am i going to go see mr. pointy? oh, you bet.

i hope people come to my party. jeez.

i also hope the monkey gets a job. the bad powerless feeling does no one any good.