Tuesday, July 22, 2003
i wonder if it's all set-up so that you never have time to leave the way you meant to. maybe if i had the long, drawn-out ceremony i imagine, i'd never go, and stressed out and crazy is the only way to will yourself out of the womb.
could be.
it isn't quite how i pictured. the show is overblown and underdone and not nearly . . . well, good. and my free time evaporated into a cloud of stressymist. but the monkey reminded me this morning--and i had actually forgotten: it's all because i'm moving away to the big city. that's what it's for. and though there are miles to go before i sleep, i'm damned excited.
could be.
it isn't quite how i pictured. the show is overblown and underdone and not nearly . . . well, good. and my free time evaporated into a cloud of stressymist. but the monkey reminded me this morning--and i had actually forgotten: it's all because i'm moving away to the big city. that's what it's for. and though there are miles to go before i sleep, i'm damned excited.
